have u ever feel something irritating and then 1 second later u try to act like nothing's happen?? have u?? well, in my case, i've been thru this a lot and believe me u guys, it's hard to maintain a smiley face when ur in trouble or when ur facing something suck and irritating!! owh, almost forgot, this entry is one of my emo entry so shud i say get ur ass of my blog if u don like it??
dlm m'hadapi hidup aku ni, u know, being a 1001 emotion person is tough it's tough bcoz ppl around u dunno what ur feeling and they try to cheer u up but what they dunno is the thing that make me feel 'suck' is actually got to do with them i don mean that i'm true all the time and they are wrong all the time it's just i'm seem not to understand the nature of the world u know, being in a friendship sometimes has ups and downs sometimes u happy and a second later u sad but, to maintain a happy face whenever u r surrounding by ur fren is tough they tend to ask 'what's the matter' but how cud i tell them when they are the reason that i feel 'suck'!!??
don be confiused it's not my freinds' fault it's just me who is emo terlebih yeah, that's me sometime i feel jealous of something that i shouldn't feel that way it's suck u know but, sorry guys, i can't help it so, to cure my emo terlebih syndrome ni, i always think of something happy that we've done sepanjang perkenalan kami i feel cool a lil bit by doing so but, smpai ble aku nk cni??
i don care if my friend read this i don care if they say 'ni mst ko ckp psl aku kn' to me, my blog is a place where i can spill out all of my probs and what are kept inside my heart i don give a damn if dowg rse menyampah i really don care
but in the meantime, i try to be someone better someone that can accept things easily without being haunt by jealousy i may sounds like a girl u know, jealosy hehehe, sorry dude, if u wanna know about Izzuddin, huh, be my guest