I warn ya, do not fall in love or adore someone so easily, especially when that person is too hot to be yours and you don't know that person really well.
Maybe this is one of my weakness. But when I look back, I can't blame myself 100% because it is natural for people to fall for someone based on their looks. People who are blessed with good looks and beautiful faces are the one who get benefits out of this matter. Plain and crude people like me, or perhaps you who are reading this, will always have to work 10 times harder than the good looking people to get a life partner. I am not saying the world is not fair, coz God knows what He is doing and it is indubitable that He has another plan for us crude people.
I am now aware how pain it is to be ignored by people who we think can give what we seek - love. I'm not forcing you to love me or care about me but if I was a dirt to your face, at least you don't have to lie to me. I know you're lying, seriously I do. But hey, don't worry, I'm not gonna make a big fuss over that and surely it will not affect you a bit if I ever do that, so just live your life as if I never existed.
Erasing yourself from someone's life is not as simple as walking out of a room. It takes time. And even though I'm not at a extend where i couldn't live without seeing your face, still I need time to at least not thinking about you for a day. I know you are a hot stuff. I know you are linked to so many guys. I used to check on your wall like every 10 minutes just to see whether you online or not. Believe me, I won't do it anymore. I think I have to move on, although it is hard to do so but I gotta do what I have to do.
I don't know whether I should feel sad or mad about this stuff but one thing I know, I have enough of this crap. I'm signing off.