:: Stabbing my own heart ::

Assalamualaikum to all my readers.

In our life, we can't control who we're going to fall in love with. Maybe we can admire but to love, it's not that easy. It's lucky if the person that we have fallen for is not attach to anyone. The path that you will follow in order to steal that person heart might be clear or free from any problem. But I can't say the same for those who fall for someone that is attached to somebody. It does happen. To me. I am experiencing the bumpy journey of emotion right now.

Being in love with people who is already belong to someone is tough. Of course you can choose not to like her. You can. If only it was that easy. Lying to yourself saying she's not your type or denying the fact that she is the reason you're feeling this love emotion won't help you to make the love fade away. Not for a long term. One must be mentally ready to face the challenges and to fight what I call the love number one enemy, which is jealousy. I must say, I was wrong. I thought I was gonna be fine when I found out that the person that I care and love the most right now was dating someone. Clearly, I am not strong enough.

I don't know what to do. That person knows that I love her but not as a boyfriend. She is younger than me and she sees me as her big brother that she never had. I don't know if I can pretend to be her big brother when all I want her to know is that I want to be her boyfriend. But, I guess people are not gonna give me kudos for trying to break her relationship with her boyfriend, are they? 

It hurts me to know the only thing that can make her happy is by talking to her boyfriend. I wish it was me. I couldn't express my feeling as I might lose both her and this brother-sister relationship. I don't know if I'm making the right decision by sticking to my feeling to love her when what I really should do is to find somebody who can love me as much as I love her. 

Honestly I don't know...

P/s: To you-know-who-you-are, if you read this, you'll understand that this entry is not what it seems to be.

:: #15 Wordless Wednesday ::

:: I Will Always Love You Whitney ::

Assalamualaikum to all my readers.

Wow! Look at the date. It's been awhile since I last updated my blog with stuff. I was so not in the mood to blog nowadays but something happened today that makes me, kinda like, okay I have to blog about this. As you guys aware, the world has lost another true legend, inspirational singer, Whitney Houston. She passed away at the age of 48 at her hotel room in Beverly Hills, LA.

Even though my interest into her is not as huge as I have into names like Celine Dion and Mariah Carey but it is no doubt that she is an inspiration to a lot of singers. She was one of the world's best-selling artists, with her powerful, poignant renditions of her greatest hits like, 'Saving All My Love For You', 'I Will Always Love You' and 'I Wanna Dance With Somebody'.

~ R.I.P. Whitney Houston 1963-2012 ~

Details about her death are still being investigated. You guys can click at these links to read more about this sad news.

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~ You will be missed dearly ~

:: The rising stars ::

Assalamualaikum to all my readers.

Sorry guys. Busy schedule is hitting me again. One month left before final exam come. At this point, what is suppose to have in every students mind is all the notes from all the subjects that I have learned in this semester. Unfortunately, that's not happening to me. I'm still floating somewhere in the sky, unaware that the final exam is just around the corner.

It's been a long time since I feel this busy and pack with so many things to do, that I want my weekend to come faster. A couple of weeks ago I went to Malacca for a program organised by UiTM together with Yayasan Bank Rakyat. Will talk about that later because I don't have much time to spend here. As for your ear candy, I leave y'all with a bunch of current songs covered by YouTube stars. Y'all can go and check their YouTube channels by clicking at their names below the video. Enjoy! :)

Sam Tsui - The One That Got Away (Katy Perry)




Tanner Patrick - Stereo Heart (Gym Class Heroes feat. Adam Levine)




Jake Coco and Caitlin Hart - Born This Way (Lady Gaga)




Tanner Patrick - Pumped Up Kicks (Foster The People)




Sam Tsui - Moves Like Jagger (Maroon 5)

:: One Direction is going the right direction ::

Salam to all my readers.

The moment that I have been waiting for has finally arrived. The debut album is out! Wait, whose album!? Well, if you're a fan of this blog, which I doubt if there's any, must know the fact that I'm so into this band. They are a made-up group, formed by four judges in a reality singing competition that has completely change each of the members' lives. Their personality and their music has taken the world, and the girls, by storm. Listening to the band's first album reminded me of Westlife and Backstreet Boys during their early times. 

The band that I'm talking about here is non other than ONE DIRECTION, consisting of members Niall Horan, Zayn Malik, Liam Payne, Harry Styles and Louis Tomlinson. The band's first album is entitled Up All Night and  some reviews has been given to the album, all positive, complementing the group's carefree, youthful lyrics and pop sensibility. I am 100% sure that all 1D fans are gonna love it coz I think they have made Simon Cowell proud.

Y'all can check out the track listing for the CD below:

1. What Makes You Beautiful
2. Gotta Be You
3. One Thing
4. More Than This
5. Up All Night
6. I Wish
7. Tell Me A Lie
8. Taken
9. I Want
10. Everything About You
11. Same Mistakes
12. Save You Tonight
13. Stole My Heart

I have gone through all the songs and I was amazed at how clever they are on choosing the right songs and to make sure that this album doesn't across the youthful boundary. I am really pleased with the song choice and can't really pick a favorite. 

To all 1D fans, what are you waiting for? Go grab this album at the music stores near you.