:: terkedu seketika.. ::

~a key to success~

salam y'all

**kring kring (bnyi msj aku laaa)**
jam 8.18 am

mata dlm samar2, blur2 lg. hati da panas. sape la yg ada brann kacau time tdo aku. pelan2 bkak inbox (cmne tuh!). adoiii, mamat Abu Farris bin Abu Hasan rpenye. pagi2 lg tnye hal muet. smngat mgkn. tgn aku mule membalas, tp mata separuh terbukak. tdo blk.

**kring kring**

ati semakin panas. huh! sape lg!!!! tgk2 mamat tu lg. ksian plak tkt xsmpat nk amek muet, aku bls la msj die, smbil tgn separa maya menaip msj. huhu. tp actly, thanks to him gak coz wat mood tdo aku terbantot. then, trus bgun, mndi, bekfes (plg awal pnh aku bekfes), n bersiap2 nk anta borang exam muet. fuhh, seb bek r smpat. xredha kalo aku kne amek muet nxt year. haha.

pastu, kne g anta my sis's lappy plak kt pakcik karim. seb bek xjauh sgt kedai die. tgh2 dok ckp psl prob lappy tuh, pakcik karim dtg smbil tnye khabar aku. xtaw plak die cam aku. mybe pajero abah aku yg aku drive m'bantu pengecaman beliau. then, die hulur sehelai kertas putih. ingt nk bg cek. haha. tgk2, slip result Shaidi sem ni (anak dia, yakni kwn aku).

agak terkedu aku seketika (yay! da smpai main point aku) bila aku tgk result die. fuhh, mantap!!! dpt Anug. Dekan lg. at dat moment, i feel like, a strike of lightning pass thru my heart. i feel embarrass in front of pakcik karim. i mean, looking at my latest result, its like langit dgn bumi. b4 diz, i never been compared to my old frens' results. i dunno they had such a good progress.

after all these times, they praised me n said dat i'm one step in front of them (altho i'm not), but actually its them who one step in front of me. and, on da very moment, i can see how proud a father is, to see ppl amazed, looking at his son's success.

~finally, he meet da success route. i wish i cud be like him~

on my way home, i can smell a new spirit approach me. a spirit to stdy harder n harder. a spirit to make my family proud of me. but, i dunno how long this spirit will endure in me. i always had this kind of spirit, but i dunno how to keep it in me, so dat it can push me to stdy hard. hopefully, this will be a starting point for me, to change da way i live my life, da way i fill my spare time n i'll find da key to success. aminnn..


[mood : sayu ]