:: what a chicken! ::

Salam to all my readers

please don't vomit yet. today, i got my stitches removed.yay me! finally, my face is back to normal (do not say anything bout the scar, i'm warning ya!), which mean, i'm handsome again! ahahahaha, ok, now you guys may vomit!

ok, enough of the silly part. now the serious part. in our life, we encounter so many different kind of people, wherever we go. be it at school, at your work place, you name it. and of course, there's people who you might want to befriend with, but you don't have the gut to approach them, or greet them, or simply just give them a smile. i've been in this situation, and up until now, i'm still regret that i'm not brave to approach people who i think attractive and interesting when i got the chance back then.

first, it was my holiday with my family in Sarawak. we went there with an agency, so we moved in group. i was 13. there was this boy, from Kota Bharu, and he was ordinary in a way that i can't explain. it's not like i fell for him, hell no. it just i feel like befriend with him coz there was only two boys in my group, me and the boy. i don't know his name coz i didn't get the chance to talk to him. there was several moments where we bump into each other at the hotel we stayed but i didn't have the gut. sometimes it made me think, "what am i doing, he's a guy. why should i be shy?". time goes by, until the last day there and we remain unspoken.


the second incident was during my summer camp around 2003. well, it wasn't really a summer camp. it was a academic camp. i don't remember the exact name. there was this girl, wearing glasses and quite tall. at first, i didn't give a damn about her but one incident turned it all over. one day, her name tag went missing and i heard that everyone in her group was busy looking for it.

maybe i was just a lil bit lucky coz it was me who actually found the name tag. she was in tears coz any student who lost their name tag will be given a RM5 penalty. we didn't really get a chance to properly sit and talk to each other but at least she knew me and recognized my face ever since.

and now, i'm experiencing the same situation but i'm not gonna spill all here coz people who close to that person might read this. hehehe. that person caught my attention on the first day he/she arrive. still don't get the opportunity to be in a same place with that person, or do anything together, so it's gonna be tough for me to approach him/her.

ok, that's all for now. until then. toodles.