:: come on miracle, come to me! ::

Salam to all my readers

skrg ni musim dak2 U apply UPU online. sume tgh gumbira dan pening2 mau pkir kos ape nak isi. even my friends pn tgh dok pikir mau apply ke tak. sure good to be like them. me? nahh, i'm not thinking of doing so. not bcoz i don't want to, but bcoz my result is the only thing that stand on my way.

well, actually its my fault gak coz tak serius masa study dulu. skrg hambek ko! aku jd tukang tgk jela dowg sume apply UPU. and come to think of my future, i'm kinda nervous and worry whether i manage to continue my study in the same kos or not. yeahh, it's my fault. so mom, dad, you can put the blame on me.

i never thought that pursuing in degree level is this hard. i mean it's a lot work to do. nak apply UPU tu pun aku dah pening kepala. dgr cko kate, kena buat surat then hantar kat setiap U yg kita apply tuh. nak kena sertakan sekali borang berhenti sekolah, result SPM segala. aduhh, ssh btol. kalo sumenye online kan senang.

~ i'm lost, can't you see it! ~

up until now, i can barely see the future in front of me. its blurry and seriously i tell you guys, i really don't know exactly what i wanna do for money. even i'm taking this kos now, of course i'll be an MLT after this. working in lab. private or gov, that's second thing. but the truth is, i'm not gonna work as MLT for my entire life. that's zero for accomplishment. be a hollywood star lecturer is what come across my mind after MLT.

i don't want 5 or 10 years later, i regret everything that i did in my life. that's totally a scary thing to be happening in someone's life. come on miracle, please come to me! i need you now, desperately. as desperate as the refugees in Haiti. pity them. may God Bless them all.