:: tough day! ::

Salam to all my readers

Alhamdulillah, everything is fine now. i'm so glad and happy. my big prob is settled. i'm not gonna spill out my prob here coz it's pretty intense to remember it but the consequences is pretty bad. i might not be able to sit for my final exam and got extend for another 1 fucking more year. can't imagine myself being left alone, with all my friends furthering their degree. but hey, lets forget about everything bad that been happening to me lately ok. now, focus more on what i'm gonna tell.

i actually wanna forget about everything but it seems very hard not to blog bout this. hahaha. guess i'm a not a secretive person. the real prob was, i forgot to validate my course registration. if any of you happen to be a uitm student, then you know what i mean. it's kinda leceh you know to remember this small thing when you're busy doing other important stuffs.

ok, skip the i-forgot-to-validate-then-they-drop-my-subject part. in order for me to sit for the exam, which happen to be this monday, i have to add the subject back. and it's not gonna be an easy job. i have to see this person, then he asked me to get sign from my ketua program, who is not a friendly people. and i got scolded, by each of every person that i meet, for the same mistake that i do. imagine how many times i listen to the same thing, over and over again.

then my ketua program made me climb the Bangunan Canseleri at UiTM Shah Alam, just to see this old man, and ask him to add the subject for me. actually this can be done via phone call but maybe they want me not to repeat the same mistake again, so they kinda make me use the hard way. have no choice so, just do whatever she orders me to do.

~ Canseleri Buiding during the night ~

then again, when i arrived at the Bangunan Canseleri, i was rebuked by the Ketua Bhg Akademik, but this time, regarding my attire. hello, how am i suppose to know what to wear to get into the building? i never been there, and no one tell me about the dress code, even my grumpy ketua program. i wore jeans and shirt. it's casual enough to me. but i just listen to whatever came out from that old man's mouth, as long as he's happy and as long as he could add my subject back. and yeah, he did! but still i don't like they way i've been treated in there.

but all that doesn't matter anymore. finally i can take a deep breath. fuhhh! nearly got myself extend another fucking year!

:: luck, please be at my side ::

Salam to all my readers

i'm facing the toughest and the lowest point of my life, but the worst is still yet to come. i really really really hope that everything would turn out just fine. luck, please be at my side! i need you so damn much!

tomorrow will be the day. i'm scared to face tomorrow.

:(

:: i wanna know him/her ::

Salam to all my readers

you know when i say, "hey i wanna know this girl/guy.", it's not that i fall for her, or i wanna impress him her, or i wanna know him her because later on i can tell her how i feel about him her. no. no it isn't. it just, i wanna make friends. male or female, i don't mind. if they wanna know me, or give positive response after i smiled at them, then i would be more than happy to befriend with them.

but somehow people tend to get the wrong idea regarding the line. it's not a pick up line. it would be stupid and so low for a person to use it as a pick up line. i actually wanna be friend with you because i see you, as a someone who is funny and something interesting that i wanna know more. it's like you are an top artist and i'm your biggest fans.

but please don't get me wrong. i wanna befriend with you not because you're popular, or got lots of friends, or you're handsome. it just i see we have something in common. ok, so next time, please, if i say i wanna know this particular person, it just because i wanna make friends. not because i love him her, or trying to flirt with him her.

hope that person know that there's someone here who wanna be his her friend. i think i have no qualms about making friends with that person.

*back to reality*

OMG! what am i saying????

:: Contest Hangit by Arieza ::

Salam to all my readers

i'm in the middle of completing my case study and all academic-related stuffs but i'm still got time to participate in a contest, organized by Arieza. i know this contest from her blog.

teddy - grrrrr, i wanna bite you!!
me - (surprise) are you really alive??
teddy - are you blind or what, can't you see i'm walking towards you?? and now i'm gonna bite you! yeahhh!
(the teddy jumped on my shoulder and bit my right ear)
teddy - yummy, taste like chicken..but why this slimy round-shape thing taste like boogers??
me - that's earwax you idiot! arghh! someone please take this thing off me!!

if you guys are interested to join, all you have to do is visit her blog, read the rules, pick a good picture and send your entry before 11.59 pm, May 7 2010 or your participation will be eliminated.

to all my readers, please pray for my success..ahahaha..i want the t-shirt so bad! owh, you should check out the prizes. it's awesome and perfect for someone who can just dreaming of going to the place where Arieza is staying now. haha.

:: Goodbye HTJS - farewell party (Part 2) ::

Salam to all my readers

i'm now officially end my posting session at HTJS yesterday, and some people may say that i should be happy that i don't have to wake up early in the morning just to make sure i punch my card before 8am, but to be truth, it's not that happy. i feel different. i'm happy for that reason but i feel sad to leave all my new-made friends there, and all staffs.

but forget the sorrow for a minute coz that's not my intention of writing this entry in the first place. just before we leave HTJS, we had a grand and out-of-the-box farewell party, organized by all trainees, at Integrated Lab. we've been planning this together since early of April and now, it all a history, literally. yeah, no students had throw such a party before they ended their posting session before this. we are the first batch to do it. i'm sure all the staffs are gonna remember it.



we have collected rm850 (rm35 each) and a very big thank you to all the trainees for your support, you guys are great! although majority of them have more than a month to finish their posting session, but they willing to do this ceremony together with us. we do this all together, save time, save budget and definitely save energy.

~ k. hajar giving souvenir to Pathology Head of Department ~

at first i was so damn nervous, looking all pale coz i was afraid people wouldn't show up at our ceremony. but i was completely wrong and there were some of them who willingly and generously sponsored extra food for the guests. i was like "oh, that's great!" and they were like "no no, it's ok, if it's for the students than we'll be delighted to help". see, HTJS's staffs are good, and kind.

i feel so relieve after seeing one by one staff pass through the main door, walk in to the lab and gather round as Kak Suhana emceeing the ceremony. and the rest is history. i'm sure gonna hold to this memories and will miss you guys so so sooo much. please, don't ever forget me. friends forever! =)