:: homestay: the sneak peak ::

Salam to all my readers.

Hey yall! I'm home! Ahhh, it feels so good to be back. Well, I haven't been online since the first day I started my wonderful journey to Bukit Gantang, Taiping coz I didn't bring my laptop and I'm not some kind of internet-addict who get online 24/7.

I just woke up from bed and the first thing that come across my head is updating my blog with the latest stories. In order to do that, I need pictures from the event, which was captured by two most professionals photographers MELTECH has ever had, Azwan and Faiz. Unfortunately, they are still busy with the editing, maybe they wanna upload them on MELTECH's facebook fanpage or anything so, gotta wait a little while before I can post them here.

But here's a sneak peek about what you going to read later. First off, this service community homestay program was one of the biggest achievement MELTECH has ever achieved because everything went smoothly according to the plan, from the very beginning until the very end, which is something that we have been praying for. I don't know about you guys but I'm excited to share this with y'all because this is one of my sweet memories that I will never ever forget. Hehe.

Wait for the full story okay. Until then, ciao!

:: 2 days before the big event approach ::

Salam to all my readers.

Just to keep my blog updated. This gonna a short entry because I haven't got time to blogwalk and rest, as the day for one of MELTECH's big events is approaching. Refer to my previous entry if you have no idea of what I'm talking about.

One of my duty before and during the event is taking students attendance but since I was born with a good heart (really??), I can't help myself from not helping myself with their duties. One of my friend is handling the prizes and gifts thingy and that is a real hard job to do. We went to as far as Chow Kit Road and Central Market to look for the suitable prize to be given at the prize-giving ceremony. We tried to find the cheap yet convenient prizes possible in order to avoid from over the budget. Yes, money is a true nemesis!

Okay, I think I should stop now. Need to get some sleep. Tomorrow is going to start early, which is something so hard to do, well, at least for me. Heh! Until next time guys, ciao!

:: UNIC and homestay ::

Salam to all my readers.

Oh Gosh, my blog is all dusty and rusty! Need a feather duster to clean this up. The reason why this blog was left unattended is because the last couple of weeks had been the craziest and busiest week ever. Wanna know what did I do? Go to the next paragraph.

I have been keeping myself busy MELTECH stuffs and oh-so-damn-annoying tests and again, MELTECH stuffs. Well, recently, MELTECH had organized a Konsert Motivasi with UNIC in conjunction with the celebration of our Prophet's Birthday or known as Maulidur Rasul. UNIC. Yes! UNIC, that well-known nasyid group. The concert took place at DK 500, UiTM Puncak Alam. I thought the concert was gonna be boring at first but as soon as I took my seat and listen to the UNIC's motivational talk and inspirational songs, that early thought fade away.

~ UNIC peforming ~

I never thought they were so funny and hilarious to watch. They looked like they were so comfortable up there, talking to us like we were their long-time friends. I have to admit one thing though, I didn't know most of the songs they sang that night but they sounded really nice, especially the song about our Prophet that touched my heart. They sang it right after they showed the story about the death of our beloved Prophet. Some of us were straining their tears from falling. Sad story.

~ the cheering crowd ~

Okay, now we move on to this one big project that me and my fellow MELTECH's exco are working on right now. It is called Program Khidmat Masyarakat (Homestay) 'Tautan Kasih'. This program is another big event beside the most anticipated annual dinner and there are a list of big companies and people involved in this event, which going to take place at Bukit Gantang, Taiping, Perak. This is the second time I join homestay program. The first one was held at Kampung Air Papan, Johor and it was a whole new experience for me coz I never joined anything like this before. I think it is going to be great this time as I serve as one of the supreme council member, even though I will be burden with lots of responsibilities.

We will be going there this 25th (Friday) until 27th of February (Sunday). If the last time we headed to South, this time we are going North. I think I won't be facing any difficulties to understand the dialect since my mom is from Penang. Hehe. Hey I have a lot to tell you guys but compressing everything into one entry is not a good idea so, gotta wait for the next entry to be written.

Until then, ciao! :)

:: I suck at the first date! ::

Salam to all my readers.

Ahh (sniffing fresh air).

Now I know what it is like to have all your stuffs get hold of yourself. Last week was quite a hectic week for me. Didn't get enough sleep for 3 days straight and I didn't even get the chance to pamper myself. I was kinda lousy in appearance and only God knows how much I wanted that week to end.

But now, I'm free. Yay! But not officially free coz I got test to attend tomorrow. Hahaha. Believe me, it's not I'm lazy to study but the subject is kinda boring and I want to make myself clear that we, medical students cannot go well with laws. Law-related subject is not for us. When we first attended the class, we were like, 'wtf are we listening to?', coz ohh, I rather take Tamil class than this one, seriously.

Hey, I have a question here that require your opinions and thoughts. You see, I have this low-self esteem issue going on inside of me. I'm not really an outdoor guy, meaning that I rarely make new friends and get social with them. I just have my friends here in Puncak Alam so whenever people whom I never met wants to see me, I will get nervous and anxious. I'll start to think of the day I'm going to meet the person, what I'm going to wear and what I'm gonna do with he/she on that particular day. My friends told me that I should be natural and just let it flows but it is a first meeting to I want people to have a good impression on me. Remember guys, first impression is always important.

Things get worst if the person I'm gonna meet is those who are born with golden spoon in their mouths. I'm easily feel intimidate or overawe by what they gonna wear, are they gonna be like those celebrities on the TV, you know, things like that. For example, you and your new friend are hungry and want to get something to eat. Your friend want to go to this super-high class restaurant which you will never ever go in there unless it is a treat from someone. You can easily said the theory that you will tell them the truth that you're not comfortable eating here or the place is not suitable for commoners like you but, when it comes to practical approach, it can get a little awkward. Trust me, I've been there before.

From this long funny story of mine I think you already know what my question will be right? So, if you got something to share, kindly click the comment button and write as long as you want. Hehe. I'm sure my readers are all intelligent and creative so there is must be something you wanna say about this. Please, do share. Until then, ciao!

:: Judiene's Hitz ::

Salam to all my readers.

Thanks to those who have sending their soothing words to comfort me, either via blog comments or via facebook, I really appreciate it. I know it is kind of girlish to whining and talking about stuff that I wrote in my previous entry but you guys made me feel like I'm not alone. Thanks again. I hope I could start all over again and forget about the past, if God willing.

Okay, lets change the topic shall we? Because I have lots of things to do today before tomorrow as I will be back to Puncak Alam by tomorrow morning so I'm gonna keep this entry short and simple. I have a list of addictive songs I want to share with guys. There are new and old songs, all mix together and become one hits called Judiene's Hitz. Haha. The songs that are included in Judiene's Hitz are listed below. I don't know about you guys but I find these songs so soothing and relaxing. Take a look.

1. Lionel Richie - Hello
2. Lady Gaga - Summerboy
   
3. Crystal Bowersox - Farmer's Daughter
   
4. Shane Filan - Beautiful In White
   
5. Jamie Scott and The Town - When Will I See Your Face Again
   
6. Shayne Ward - Until You
7. Mandy Moore - Extraordinary
8. Paloma Faith - New York
9. Nicole Scherzinger - Poison
10. Nicole Scherzinger - Don't Hold Your Breath
11. Leon Jackson - Creative
12. Joe Brooks - Superman
13. A1 - Don't Wanna Lose You Again

If you notice, I don't list down songs from my favorite singer David Archuleta and Celine Dion because to me, all of their songs are great! Haha. Anyway, I hope you guys like these songs and I highly recommended you all to try listen to them. This is apart of who I am in music.

:: hurt ::

Salam to all my readers.

I warn ya, do not fall in love or adore someone so easily, especially when that person is too hot to be yours and you don't know that person really well.

Maybe this is one of my weakness. But when I look back, I can't blame myself 100% because it is natural for people to fall for someone based on their looks. People who are blessed with good looks and beautiful faces are the one who get benefits out of this matter. Plain and crude people like me, or perhaps you who are reading this, will always have to work 10 times harder than the good looking people to get a life partner. I am not saying the world is not fair, coz God knows what He is doing and it is indubitable that He has another plan for us crude people.

I am now aware how pain it is to be ignored by people who we think can give what we seek - love. I'm not forcing you to love me or care about me but if I was a dirt to your face, at least you don't have to lie to me. I know you're lying, seriously I do. But hey, don't worry, I'm not gonna make a big fuss over that and surely it will not affect you a bit if I ever do that, so just live your life as if I never existed.

Erasing yourself from someone's life is not as simple as walking out of a room. It takes time. And even though I'm not at a extend where i couldn't live without seeing your face, still I need time to at least not thinking about you for a day. I know you are a hot stuff. I know you are linked to so many guys. I used to check on your wall like every 10 minutes just to see whether you online or not. Believe me, I won't do it anymore. I think I have to move on, although it is hard to do so but I gotta do what I have to do.

I don't know whether I should feel sad or mad about this stuff but one thing I know, I have enough of this crap. I'm signing off.

:: Rabbit Fun Land ::

Salam to all my readers.

Okay, as you know, today is the first day of Chinese New Year celebration of rabbit year. Speaking of rabbit, I'm pretty sure some of you have this cute fluffy animal as a pet, or might want to get one as this year is a rabbit year. We love seeing them running here and about, we love feeding them, we love patting them but how well do we know about rabbits?

I'm not gonna talk about rabbit facts or anything but if you are a fan of rabbits, it might interest you that there is a rabbit farm, called Rabbit Fun Land, located at Brogal Hill, Semenyih, Selangor. I haven't been there yet but from what I know, this farm is opened for public to come and visit the rabbits being exhibits there on weekends. This farm is not open just for people to see, but you also can purchase the rabbits here and bring home as a pet. One interesting fact about this farm is, the rabbits here are caged according to its age and if you're lucky, you can see the baby rabbits or kits, right after they were born.

~ the big cheerful signboard is ready to welcome you ~

~ you can feed them rabbits ~

~ isn't this a great way to have fun with the rabbits?? :) ~

This place is an ideal place for you rabbit lovers to come and play as they also offer hands-on, guided tours to you. The guide will tell you more about the rabbits as well as presenting a live demonstration of their matting process. Here they have this open area where rabbits are free and out of their cages and this is where people come to see them running freely on the ground. You can feed them, pat them and even cuddle them. And after a long day playing with them, you can stop by at a restaurant here and taste for yourself the rabbit meat. I don't know whether they still have it now but people say you can order Satay Rabbit and other kinds of dishes made from rabbit meats.

But hey, if I were they, I'm not gonna eat rabbit. I mean it's like cats. You play with them and suddenly you want to taste their meat like there's no other meat in this world. It's not wrong to give it a try but how could you eat rabbit and then have them as a pet at home? Maybe after that you go to them and say, 'I already taste your meat. It's delicious'. Urghh, I'll pass this one. Anyway, just come here on weekends if you wanna have a great experience with rabbits. I'm Judiene Marno, wishing you all a happy Chinese New Year, 'Xinnian Kuaile'.

Until then, ciao.

:: I adore you ::

Salam to all my readers.

The thing I want to post this time is more like a confession thingy. You might read it differently and go like 'Is this a confession?? wth. it looks more like a story to me' or anything but I remind you, this is something that I'm trying to get rid of so, it would be nice if you guys can say your pieces. Okay, here we go.

We are human. Just human. So, of course each and every one of us got somebody to love, somebody to adore and somebody to praise. Myself included. When you accidentally meet a person who you find adorable, cute, kind and the next thing you know, that person face seem to follow you wherever you go. Even in your dream. That is the sign whether you have fallen for someone.

Have you ever be in the situation where you really want to meet 'the person' you adore but it seems like there is wall or something that stop you from doing so. Not because you don't have money, not because you are busy but because you feel like 'the person' you adore live in a different league than the world you're living now. You want to meet 'the person' so bad but you afraid that you will be so timid in front of 'the person'.


It's hard to look straight into 'the person' eyes, knowing that within a second you will draw back your attention to the ground. It's like there is a strong force that hold your view from see direct into 'the person' eyes. As you are trying to speak, not a single word come out from your mouth. You just wait for 'the person' to start the conversation. When this happen, there is nothing you can do but smile and smile until the nervous is gone.

Whenever I see someone talk to 'the person' or post something on 'the person' wall, there's some kind of uneasy feeling going on inside me. So many times I have tried to act like nothing happen but it didn't work.

I am neither happy nor sad. In fact, I have to come to extend where I don't know what should I feel. This is crap. I'm done here.