:: i have found the cure! ::

Salam to all my readers

yes, guys. i think i have found the cure to my problem. refer my previous entry if you don't have a clue of what my problem is.

someone told me that, the only way you don't want to forget things is actually take a parchment or a piece of paper, jot them down in a list and put it on your study desk, or you wall, so that when you wake up the next day, you'll see the list right in front of you.

~ an example for a check-list ~

let say you wanna go to a important meeting. the night before, you make a check list of everything needed for the meeting. if you are stupid enough not know what to bring, you might need to ask your friend instead, then put it in your check list. ok, now you are done with the preparation. don't throw away your list, not just yet. like i said earlier, put it on your desk. it can be like a refreshment to you, in case you are late.

yeah, finally, you can go to the meeting, or wherever yo wanna go, with a wide smile on your face as you already packed everything needed. no longer rushing back to your room and forget things.

hope, it can be applied to me, as well as to you guys who got the same problem as me. remember, Allah will not change His servant's life, until they decide to change themselves.

:: a cure for forgetfulness? anyone? ::

Salam to all my readers

i'm so super nervous for next week, as i got 2 assignments and a lab report to be submitted and above all, a Clinical Chemistry test! i was like, dang it! and there is a group of girls in my class, they will go find every books that got to do with the clinical chemistry and photocopy every single of them, which pretty annoying actually coz they make me realize i maybe the only person who didn't make any preparation.

quite long for a intro isn't it?? ;P

ok, lets forget about the study thingy. actually i wanna ask you guys, do you know how to cure forgetfulness? i don't know what had got into me but i'm being a real jerk and forgetful this couple of days. i keep forgetting things and it troubles not only me but my friend as well, coz basically they are like my agent now, remind me to bring this and to do that.


i thought this 'disease' happen to elderly only. or maybe i'm aging rapidly fast. no, please, i don't want to be wrinkly old at this point of my life. there are lot of places i need to go before i die. Mecca is a must. London, Paris, Milan, Tokyo, Rome. plus all the beautiful countries in the world. in fact, i don't even have a girlfriend yet. it is sad to not having girlfriend to cry over you, when you're dead.

owh yea, i've got modul to attend this Sunday, which is suck and really kacau daun laa. i mean i really need this weekend to finish all my assignments and to cover all chapters which will be included in next week's test. i thought there's no modul once you are in degree level. if you go out there and ask UiTM student who like to go to the modul, i'm sure everybody will say 'NO!' to modul. hahaha.

ok, i think i've got carried away with my writing and kinda off the topic a lil bit..huhu..until then guys! TTYL..

:: freedom, for now.. ::

Salam to all my readers

haaahhhhh!

finally, my biochem assignment is finished. i have been spending my time just to draw the stick and ball model of the structure of amino acid. those who learn this will know how hard it is to draw all 20 of amino acid. it's not really hard actually but imagine sitting at your desk, drawing the small balls and cylinders in 3D. it took 3 days for me to finish it all up. pheww!

~ this little stick and ball thingy are really made me dizzy ~

just a quick post. feel sleepy all of a sudden. i was burning my midnight old last night. i'm not showing off or anything but as long as i can remember, i never stayed up that late when i was in diploma. well, maybe it is time for a change. but seriously, it was soooo tiring.

whatever it is, this is just a beginning. still got more to come. not to mention my Clinical Chemistry II test is scheduled on next week. but studying and working this hard, its actually reminded me of my intention coming here and my role as a student. basically this is what i've been assigned to do. study until you drop. LOL.

until then. TTYL.

:: add me up guys! ::

Salam to all my readers

this is a quick update before i start finishing my assignments (haha). if you can see at the right side of my blog, there is my Facebook badge. so, i urge you guys to click it and add me on FB. why i'm asking you this??

• i want to be closer to my readers, or people who have been reading my not-so-good blog since the first day i started blogging.

• to have more friends.

• i don't know my readers' FB so, you guys can add me up anytime. don't worry, i'll be nice to you.
  

• i've been thinking, maybe by chance i can meet some of my readers, maybe we can go for a coffee, or lepaking, or walking around in KL. who knows right.

yeah, i think these points should be enough to tell you how much i want to to be apart of your life, i mean on Facebook. add me up guys, you won't regret it.

until then..

p/s ~ i had to delete my previous entry due to unexplainable reasons. it can be explained actually but it takes another entry to go into detail. hurmm..

:: something got me thinkin' ::

Salam to all my readers

currently i'm in second week of my degree. quite exciting but tired at the same time coz even though i'm just 2 weeks here, but it feels like i've been here 1 month ago. don't get me wrong k, i'm not complaining or anything. i mean this is how a degree life should be like, you know, lot of assignments, no more note-feeding from lecturers, all we have to find on our own, which kinda fun.

but somehow in the middle of these fun, something got me thinking. you see, there is over 100 students are in my class. it is not our class actually coz we don't own a class. we just go to class depend on our subjects. sometimes we attend subjects which sem 1 students are attending. and sometimes we find ourselves in sem 3 class.

ok, back to something that got me thinking. so many students equal to stiff competition. i don't know if i manage to switch on my 'work hard' button this time but i think i never push that button before. i definitely need to prove my family and people around me that even though i'm nearly excluded from being here, i'm still have something to 'wow' them. majority of them are from matriculation, so, you know what to expect from them, nothing but high IQ. or at least that what i believe they are.

when i said i want to work my ass off, it usually doesn't work they way i wanted it to be. i don't know why, maybe it got to do with the way i study. i always laugh when my mom said, i befriend with a bunch of intelligent people but sadly i don't posses their high determination in studying. huhu. guess i have to work on that. definitely it's gonna get tougher and tougher. hurmm~~

~ these are the people i'm talking about (minus me) ~

:: i dreamed about him ::

Salam to all my readers

i don't know whether i should tell you this or not but not telling you guys, its like eating rice without its lauk pauk and stuff. whatever it is i'm still want to share this with you guys anyway.

the story is like this. i dreamed about someone. i'm not gonna mention who he is but i'll give out a clue. go to my previous entry and you'll see a picture of someone i like. i mean, i adore him because of his angelic voice. ok, got the answer already?? so, let's move on with the story.

i don't know how he end up in my dream but he was my friend in my dream. he came to visit me at my house, and we were like best friend. it's like we know each other for a long time before. he wasn't an artist he is today, he was just an ordinary boy. i was excited but i realize something strange. i didn't talk much with him. no, i wasn't talking at all. maybe because i'm not really fluent in english. haha. but yeah, he just talk and talk and talk, until we off to bed.

usually dream is not just a one-person story and it get mixed with something else along the way. you know, sometimes you dream about this person and all of a sudden, you notice other person from your subconscious mind. in my case, Dylan and Cole Sprouse of The Suite Life of Zack and Cody showed up. i'm kinda lost the middle of the plot but all i remember was, they wanted to buy my family a box of chocolate, and i asked them to buy at the shop where the owner is Muslim. i wonder what its like if Ashley Tisdale and Brenda Song join the crew. haha.

~ Cole and Dylan Sprouse ~

i think i should be proud of myself coz even though it was a dream, but i'm still have faith in my religion. i actually asked them to but at a Muslim store so that my parents can eat the chocolate. hahaha. funny and exciting. it is great to be friend with someone you always wanted to meet, and even though it just a dream, i think i know how it is like to be friend with David Archuleta. opsss!

:: a bunch of new songs ::

Salam to all my readers

hey, i have got a story to share with you guys but it would have to wait coz i don't have much time to write a long story. for now, i just wanna share a few new songs i found with you guys. to me, all these songs are nice. just to keep my blog updated. enjoy listening to them.

1. Miranda Cosgrove - Kissin' U
2. Christina Aguilera - Stronger Than Ever
3. Travis Garland - Believe
4. Eminem ft. Rihanna - Love The Way You Lie
5. B.O.B ft. Hayley Williams - Airplanes
6. Shontelle - Impossible
7. Maroon 5 - Misery
8. Jason Derulo - Ridin' Solo
9. Leona Lewis & Jennifer Hudson - Love Is Your Color

and last but not least, the most anticipated single ever (at least for me)

1. David Archuleta - Something 'Bout Love

:: problems ahead ::

Salam to all my readers

just a quick post before i'm off to clas

it's been a hectic day for me yesterday, with all the registration and stuff. it was my first day here in Puncak Alam. everyone want their first day to be the best day, meeting old friends and catching each other up. i wish yesterday was beautiful, but it was kinda bad and not inspiring instead.

when i heard that we'll be facing a lot of trouble during classes especially to 2nd intake student, i was like, this isn't suppose to be like this. trouble like no group for Mandarin class, don't know which group i belong to in lab are already waiting for me. i was excited and inspired to come here at first but with all these problems, i just hope i can hang in here and not to drown in all these stuffs.

oh please Allah, may it gonna be easy for me to study and be in a right path in searching for happiness and success.

:: finally, the end is sweet! XP ::

Salam to all my readers

ALHAMDULILLAH....

today begins with a good news. yes. finally i will be going to UiTM Puncak Alam tomorrow. Allah had answered all my prayers and this opportunity will not be wasted. i'm so on top of the world right now.

i was soooooo nervous when i first checked on the website. i don't want to be disappointed for the second time. my heart was pounding so hard as if want to burst out of my chest. i typed in my password and my ID no., hoping to see the surat tawaran appears on the screen. after several moments, yessss! and the rest is history!

i am so relieved right now, but got lot of things to be settled. i have to pay the fee, print some documents and get them signed, fill in the forms. owh. gosh. but all of that are not gonna be a problem, since i am accepted to study there, so got to do what have to do.

ok lah, until then. need to pack my stuffs. it's gonna be messy this time. ahahahaha.

:: the end is near! ::

arghhh!

July 13 is around the corner. 4 days left. am i gonna make it or not!? please, just call me already. i need it more than everybody else does. can't you tell by reading my 'rayuan' letter?? they should have call me by this time.

until July 13, they will never be a day when i don't visit the student portal webpage. i even dreamed about it in my sleep. it's haunting me. i don't want this to be the end of me. i don't want this to kill me when i'm sleeping. i don't want to end up like one of those victims of Freddie Kruger, who died in their sleep. owh, this is horrible.

if i can't make it, you may starts imagine me with poking my eyes with fork, coz i can't stand watching all my friends are leaving me. magic will change everything but i'm afraid i don't have a wand to wave.

**erkk!!**

sorry guys, i am just being overly dramatic. its apart of me. does it works??

:: chord of strength ::

Salam to all my readers

i am proud to say that on 1 June 2010, David Archuleta had release his first autobiography entitled Chord of Strength: A Memoir of Soul, Song and the Power of Perseverance. i must say, i am thrilled to have a copy of this book, so i have decided to go to the book store and check out the book.

it is a hardcover format, and there are lots of full-coloured photos in it. the price is RM87.20, which is quite expensive to me and i don't understand why they need to put the 20 cent. was it necessary? i don't know. but i think i will find a way to buy it, and that means find a part-time job or just simply ask from my parents. LOL

from what i read in the blog and editorial reviews, this book talks about David's experience through out American Idol, his life before and after the show, what had he learned from it and he even talks about his vocal paralysis, which scared him to death and made him take a break from singing when he was a little. apart from that, the book will inspire you to be who you are and be passionate to fulfill your dreams and not to give up. sounds like too many positive thing coming out from the book.

if you are his true fans, you must have this book. i mean looking at the reviews from the readers, this autobiography of David will not put you to sleep while reading it. it is very inspirational and intimate, and some say it feels like listening to David speaks. hahaha. but its not a haunted book, don't worry about it.

too early for a memoir, huh? i don't think so.

:: there's still hope! ::

Salam to all my readers

you know what, i am supposedly to start my new semester of degree today, but i am stuck here at home instead. they say the last date for confirmation that i am not going to further my study is on July 13. after that date, i am officially dead!

i am not whining or anything but i really need this sooooo bad. i think whoever in my situation right now, will be extremely grateful if God just give us the second chance. i mean i kinda know how it feels seeing all your mates packing their things and get ready to start a new sem, a new life in campus. and what do i do? just sitting around and watch them have all the fun and post how good their life there up on their facebook.

someone said to me that maybe God has different plan for you. maybe He wants you to feel the disappointment first, before embracing the sweetness of life, which is what i have been waiting for in the nearest time. i don't want to be left behind, and see everybody else succeed in whatever they are doing. i want to be there too. but my path is seem away from me, nowhere to be found.

i try not to think about it coz it hurts. yeah, it does. funny eh how such thoughts can make someone feel insecure of his own future. and listening to a bunch of new songs i think help me to keep my mind away from that nasty thoughts. currently California Gurls by Katy Perry is playing. love this song. owh yeah, David Archuleta will be releasing his brand new single from his second album on July 13. can't wait!

back to the point, whatever it is, there is still hope, and hope is the reason i am breathing right now.